Today I went to the bank to get money for my new Target uniform,

20$ flew out of my car.

I went to Goodies anyways cause I had 40$ left, then to walmart

when I came otu of Walmart a guy was standing beside my car with a 20$ bill in his hand

He said he saw it fly out and went and got it, then ran his errand and went to walmart to see if my car was there & he recognized my stickers.

That was completely amazing.

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I trained for target today.. I do like workn there so far

the security man winked at me 4 times I counted. I am going to keep a taly going next time.

I went to Books-a-million today right befor work and have officialy decided my moneyless situation is a real pain in my ass. I want new books, and paints, and maybe even a pair of shoes without holes?

I dropped my straightener in my toillet ... I watched it sit in the bottom of the toilette for a while til itstarted to buzz (it wanst even turned on)

Im not even going to buy a new one until I have all the art supplies and books that I really want.

Girls tell me everyday almost that ti takes them 1-2 hour sto do their hair, 30mins foir make up and they wear a shirt once every two weeks or more.

If this is all true they have to all look like wombats when they wake up.

I want a kitten really bad, one w/ long hair

Currently Listening Third Eye Blind By Third Eye Blind Deep Inside of you see related

I have ulcers in my both my eyes now! wwooooolfv;ldkibmkdb fuck.

I drink every weekend, every night mixes into the same drunken conversaton and every morning feels the same, I'm not very enthused about anything right now. Tell me aliens are coming to make the world a better place, and I'd probably just celebrate with cheap alcohol and debates that dont mean anything more than the fact that I am just trying to prove you wrong.

I think I am going to sleep in my own bed, at a decent time and try not to go anywhere, if that doesn't work out, & anyone needs me I'll be somewhere loud with a drink in my hand

I haven't painted anything in a while, I spend my spare time recovering from a hang over, working, trying to find a place to lose my mind in, and driving. School's mixed into that somewhere, sometimes. I also haven't read or written anything.

I am so incredibly over-underacheiving, & so far past it now that I can smell the pot in my hair when I don't shower.

A lady passed a pamplette for her church to me through the drive through window at my TCBY job. I smiled, and I accepted it.

It may be something that I don't quite agree with, but she's feeling compassionate about her ideas and I love it. I wanted to hug her and dint her pretty little car with the baby in the back seat at the same time. I was a bit offended becuase she seemed to think that I shared the same ideals as her, the thought that enterted my mind was ' does she not see the peircing?' and then I hated myself for beign a stupid fucking idiot and wanted to hug her and trade places with the baby in the back seat.

now I feel naked

um END

Currently Listening Nobody's Darlings By Lucero oh god. see related

MY WEEKEND

Friday: got really really trashed, then drove Martha and myself home form Southport. Drove around for a while, went to windixie and walgreens about 4 time seach because I forgot each time that i did it befor. Thought I saw zombies. Woke up w/ Martha in my bed.

Saturday: went to the art gallery, drank a little. Watched Kylewilliam and drank a little more. Met up w/ justin after he got back in town, went to his house

Then even tho it was EASTER I did the same thing as every Sunday, woke up at justin's house, then went home & showered the bes shower ever

I bought my grandma a bouque... I know, I'm just that cute and amazing

we cute people don't need to know how to spell things thta mean bushels of flowers.

I feel really stupid for typing this all out. I got a hair cut and even bought myself 2 new shirts. Please stop ragging on my appearance, I'm not into staring at a mirror for an hour or 2. fuck you.

I feel pointless                  END

Currently Listening The Colour and the Shape By Foo Fighters Everlong see related

I walked around downtown for another AIDS shoot, the fashion show is very soon

but yes, back to the walking, after that I went ot work for 5 hours

a machine there wouldnt work so I stayed an extra hour beating the mechanical shit out of the metal peice of crap. Fuck that machine

I forgot exactly why I felt like I had a reason to update, the entire world coulda missed a gooden

These lyrics aught to hold my urge to write something-that's-been-forgotten over

don't be alarmed
I fear we're falling back to ground

don't be afraid
I hear in every word they say
that even if you don't look back
be sure find out who was there
and what they want
ten more reasons

don't be alarmed
I fear we're falling back to ground

your face was mine and cocaine white
your face is mine and cocaine white

misleading at most
and im supposed to
imposter a new you(imposter a new you)
and even if you open up
make contact both at once
we've made mistakes like this

and I’m just learning (and I’m just learning)
you're face is light and cocaine white

spinning lights, don't be scared
you have given so much more
spinning lights, take me there
he has risen, pull me under

don't stop talking to me, I haven't been listening

this operation's been abandoned once again

cut me gently, cut me out, of mind


Spinning lights, don't be scared
you have given so much more
spinning lights, take me there
he has risen, pull me under

don't stop talking to me, I haven't been listening


this operation's been abandoned once again

Currently Listening Juturna By Circa Survive see related

I like myself enough for everyone else

yes yes yes yes

Currently Listening Team Boo By Mates of State see related